Be My Friend; Don't Push Me Away (Choice One)

I have done many things wrong
in my past;
But I will continue
Making the same mistakes

We have many differences;
What you want
Being different from
What I want
Wanting the same thing
Is nearly impossible

My overwhelmed emotions;
Heart aching for you
The tears I cry for you
Making hours seem long
As I watch them go by

I want you to hold me
In your arms
Cherish me, look after me, care for me
I watch you hold her
And it breaks me
A little more each time

You look at her
The way I want you to look at me
You took my heart
And shattered it to pieces

I’ve picked up the pieces
Many times before
And glued them together again
Seeing you look at me
Not caring one bit

Minds full of confusion
Eyes full of tears
Heart full of cracks
With aches all over

You make me feel like I failed
Building me up
Just to break me down
Ripping me apart

I try to make you understand
My feelings for you
Though you push me aside
For the one you love

I wish I was her
Dreaming to be that one
Wanting you to hold me
Telling me that you love me

But please. . .
Forgive me when I overreact
But comfort me when I do
Don’t be mad at me
Like I am at you

Accept me;
Don’t push me way
Be my friend;
Not my enemy

I want to be friends
Not wanting to loose you
If you don’t want to be
I will have to accept it
Even though I may deserve this
I will not enjoy it